Moving Time Baby
WELP,
Tomorrow i'm outta the apartment. It's been a fast 2.5 months really. I can't believe i'm already done with that phase of my life. When i moved into there back in early january today felt like it would be a year away. It almost was unfathomable that i'm actually there.
Last night i was going to sleep on the couch (where i always sleep when the girls are with me so they can have the bed) and was thinking of all the different emotions i had when i moved in and where they are now that i'm moving out. The biggest one that sticks with me is walking the girls around the apt for the first time as the tentatively checked out each room and the feeling of disappointment i had in myself for making them go through this transition. They didn't like it naturally and it's been a rough ride for them in there being much smaller then what they were accustomed too. Those feelings are over tho now...
The things that i'm taking away from this is i really feel living in the apt has made me closer to them. We were on top of each other every second they were there and we grew tighter i think as a family which makes it all worth while. Watching them sleep together in my bed when I would go in late at nite to check on them is the other biggest thing i'll always remember. They would always find each other in the bed and snuggle up to next to the other one. Very Cute and it made me very proud how they have begun to look and appreciate the other one for their sister.
So, Tomorrow, jeff and scot are coming over..possibly my dad...and we are gonna get a uhaul at 1ish..then back to the apt to load up...then over to shan's house to drop off and load up..then over to my new house to load out for the final time.
I'm excited. This will FINALLY give me a sense of closure to the turbulent year i've had. I'm very ready and very curious to see how things go from here....
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