Ugh

What a long month ahead of me....Over the next 45 days I have to secure a lender and loan for my soon to be underway to be built home...help the girls with the transition of me not living in the house the are used too...find a place of my own for 6 months or so while my new one is under construction, get thru thanksgiving, christmas and new years with all the obligations and events that go along with them, move to this new place..and complete the second busiest month of the year at work...as well as finalizing my divorce and figuring out who gets what yet between Shan and I...oh, and dealing with other people's views of people who are going thru a divorce..but that's a whole nother' entry.

Needless to say I've been working A LOT lately. It's really been the best thing i've been doing over the past 6 -8 months. Huge help in releiving tension and stress..plus, i'm tired and not anxious about any of the upcoming events. I'm down to 208 pounds..I think weight wise i'm about where i'll be as long as i don't go McDonalds on myself again...I havne't had fast food once all year...I never thought i'd do that...unless you count the occasional soft taco i nab from scootie when he gets home..but those don't qualify. No McD's..WEndy's, or BK...man, I can't believe that...